1.06.2001

people suck

hehe, let's hope this works this time. The blogger guys did get themselves a nice new server, and things seem quite a bit speedier now. yippie. classes start next week and this semester I get stuck with a bloody 8am class... grrr.... I'm not a morning person... in hate even being up in the morning... hell lately I haven't even been getting to sleep until 7am... and on top of that it's for fucking economic and business classes that I am required to take for fucking computer science.... I hate morning.. I hate day... I'm a night guy, you know why? cause for one I hate people... there aren't alot of people around at night... I find the silence, the darkness, the emptiness so captivating, so.... untainted.

I just hate all those people, all those mindless drones scurrying about with meticulous schedules and petty pleasures and pains, the ignorants and the wasted minds, willfully constrainly themselves in societal bliss. Like heards of cattle packing themselves on freeways, department stores, supermarkets, malls, every facet.

Things like this make me realize how I'd never really want to live in a big city. I want to live in one of those places where you're nearest nieghbor is a mile away. I want to be able to run out of my house naked at 3am screaming my lungs out and not bother anyone... not that I'd actually do that, but you get the picture. [...though it would be nice to be able to make love under the stars in your own backyard ;)] ... in some nice wooded area... perhaps oceanfront on the east coast... that would be sweet... chillin on the back porch watching the tide roll in.... or perhaps on the beach with some cute girl and.... well you get the picture....

1.05.2001

1st post

This new little weblog is for whatever the hell I feel like writing at any given time, so don't expect anything particularly insightful or thought provoking or anything here. But if you'd like to peer into the chaos that is my mind then keep an eye on this page.